Today, November 27th, 2011, I have been with the most amazing girl ever for 5 months. This means a lot to me, because she has helped me through a lot and has made me realize that it doesn't matter what happens to you in your past, but to be the person I am now, because I am a special person. I have a temper, yes, but she loves me for just who I am. She doesn't care about whats happened to me in the past, but loves me for who I am now and forgets all that has happened. Now that was the kind of person I prayed for last year after... stuff. I seriously sat down and prayed for someone like her. I'm not a very religious person, but I was serious about this. I wanted someone to help me and love me for me no matter what I've been through. And a few months later, I saw this beautiful girl... red hair, dark chocolate eyes, the cutest face I've ever seen... at an IT camp at a college. I never thought I would be meeting the love of my life that week. But when I saw her... I had the most real feeling I've ever felt. When she finally talked to me... it seemed so real. She was real. She will never know fully how she made me feel when I first met her, but I can tell her every day how much I love her and appreciate her. I know I probably don't say it as much as I should, but I hope she knows, I feel that I am in love with her every waking second of every day with her.
I Just needed to get that out. It might not even cross anyone's eyes but my own, but now the world can read this and know that a girl like me... has a wonderful girl like her. And no one can take her away from me. For I will always have her in my heart no matter what. :) <3
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